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sitting in the library [Sep. 15th, 2005|04:38 pm]
[mood |boredbored]

exactly what the title says...i am sitting here and i have nothing else to do so i thought that i would update since that happens very rarely! well i have been in school a week now and it has been ok a few downs and quite a few ups. i don't think that this year is going to be all that bad! (i hope not at least). well my bday is this weekend and i can't wait i am having some people over to hang out at my house and that should be fun!
well i really don't know what else to say! (this is why i never update lol)
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school sucks [Sep. 13th, 2005|11:39 am]
i thought that i would never say that but i hate school. and it is not for the course load or anything like that it is for the people around that remind me everyday that i was royally fucked over! i just want to disappear i want to run away! i wish i had the money i would be so far gone! i just want not to feel the pain when i see you! i just want to be happy again
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(no subject) [Sep. 10th, 2005|03:32 pm]

Hair (color and style):

1. Where would we go on dates?
2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists?
3. Do you drink/smoke??
4. Do you like the beach?
5. If so...would you go with me late at night?
6. Do you like movies?
7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?
8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie?
9. If not what would we be doing?
10. Do you play an instrument?
11. If so...what?
12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright?
13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10?
14. Favorite body part on a gurl?
15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself?
16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)?
17. Would you give me kisses just because?

What Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I wanted to have sex with you:
I touched your ass:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:

What Do You Think Of My...
Choice of music:

Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Buy me a birthday gift:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Go out at 4am to get me chocolate:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Keep in touch:
Make me a snack:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Makeout with me:
Hold me in times of need:
Ditch me:
Use me:
ask me out:
Date me:
Have sex with me:
Makeout with me whenever you had the chance:
Hold me and make my problems go away:
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(no subject) [Sep. 4th, 2005|03:10 am]
I hate working midnights....your schedule is off with everyone else's! :(
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(no subject) [Aug. 19th, 2005|03:30 am]
[mood |aggravatedaggravated]

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Quiz [Aug. 14th, 2005|02:30 am]
Stolen from anhdeiryu
Just a survery I want you guys to fill out. Thanks. :)

1. are we friends?
2. who are you?
3. when and how did we meet?
4. How have i affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. Whats the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Can I give you a piggy back rude?
10. Can I get one from you?
11. Would you hug me?
12. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?
13. On a scale one to ten how pretty do you think i am?
14. Am i lovable?
15. How long have you known me?
16. Describe me in 1 word?
17. What was your first impression?
18. Do you still think that way about me?
19. What reminds you of me?
20. How well do you know me?
21. Whens the last time you saw me?
22. Ever wanted to tell me something but you couldnt?
23. Is this gunna go on your live journal so i can fill it out about you?
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(no subject) [Aug. 9th, 2005|11:14 pm]
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love

Repost this if you believe that homophobia is wrong
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help [Aug. 1st, 2005|09:35 pm]
[mood |confusedconfused]

What do you do when you find yourself liking a friend? Tell them or get over them?
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Pain [Jul. 31st, 2005|01:52 pm]
[mood |sadsad]

Why every time that I feel myself getting over you, I relapse and feel 20 times worst? Why do I let you have this power over me, you are the one in the wrong, but why can't I let you go?
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It has been a long time [Jul. 7th, 2005|03:25 am]
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[music |mariah carey we belong together]

Wow i haven't wrote in here in a while. if you didn't know igor and i broke up! it has been just over a month :(
oh well shit happens what can you do.
i have been hanging out with alot of old friends lately and am loving it. Dave and i have become kinda close (well like brother sister close) and i love it. andy and i have been hanging out a bit (i hung out with both of them tonight, andy and i swam it was fun but COLD).
christine and i have been talking quite a bit, i got my hair done by her and i love it. it is short again! :)
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